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the thinkers and theorists

location: not in europe
who’s nearby: thoko
music: REM – the one I love

gut feeling: yes. we can.

the germans are a remarkable people. they just love to think and theorize all the time, and hardly ever prove, it seems to me. i adore the way their heads smolder when discussing a hypothetical problem. if they were as active progressive as the americans they could rule the world with pure pragmatism.

i fell in love with another german expression: “quantenselbstmord” and the idea behind that.

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because I am ….

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location: Berlin
who’s nearby: no one
mood: nondescript
music: Jethro Tull – Locomotive Breath
gut feeling: I like to mash snow. It gives me a tremendous feeling of self satisfaction.

In the shuffling madness of the locomotive breath,
Runs the all-time loser headlong to his death.
He feels the piston scraping steam breaking on his brow
Old Charlie stole the handle and the train won’t stop going
No way to slow down.
He sees his children jumping off at the stations one by one.
His woman and his best friend in bed and having fun.
He’s crawling down the corridor on his hands and knees
Old Charlie stole the handle and the train won’t stop going
No way to slow down.
He hears the silence howling, catches angels as they fall.
And the all-time winner has got him by the balls.
He picks up Gideon’s Bible open at page one
God stole the handle and the train won’t stop going.
No way to slow down.


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lovers’ infiniteness

location: a vast city
who’s nearby: no one
mood: nondescript
music: see below
gut feeling:

still love that song.


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smash – a-haa! (aggressor of the universe)

location: still not my flat
who’s nearby: dearest sister snoring softly
mood: discontent
music: R.E.M – Me in honey
gut feeling: I need to martial-art again

Ha, this is weird. A week ago my doc told me to change a few things in my life, predominantly abolish things I consume or simply use for hygiene, nutrition and medication in general. The reason for that I don’t want to share with the public, but it definitely seems to have an effect on my mood.
These days the heart is a wilderness. My brain is going nuts. I had to flee into the jungle of Berlin’s streets. Smashed a few things to bits and got a complaint. Right now I just want to destroy every bin and bottle in my way, fuck gladly everyone I see and race the cars on the main road. Did nothing of that though concerning no 2 there’s a looming option, however he’s too decent and I don’t want decency right now. I returned after dark. Did not implement any of my desires. Hence the nervous energy is still there. The first thing I did was looking up a martial arts school nearby. Tomorrow 8.30 pm. Done and done. I am a radiating fuel rod.

Every new day has unexpected emotions up its sleeve.

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Ort: dieser vermaledeite Moloch von einer Stadt
Am nächsten dran: meine Eifersucht
Stimmung: enttäuscht
Musik: Cult of Luna – Waiting for you
Bauchgefühl: Rimas dragonhide

Heute gab es eine Überraschung. Genauer gesagt sind es noch keine zwei Stunden her, da wurde klar gestellt, dass ich – nach rapider Auswertung meiner Eindrücke – einen guten Freund verloren habe. An was oder wen? An seine Libido, vermutlich. Will keine Details nennen, eben nur die Enttäuschung, dass er mich fallen gelassen hat wie einen Sack Mehl: Achtung, Klavier fällt vom Himmel! Zu spät. Autsch, es hat mich ganz schön erwischt. Keine Ahnung, ob ich traurig, wütend oder eifersüchtig sein soll – auf wen überhaupt eifersüchtig, es gibt keine festen Anhaltspunkte und außerdem ist er frei, zu gehen wohin er will. Aber er schwang nun sein Schwert der Ignoranz mit größter Beliebigkeit. Oder ist es seine Art zu sagen, dass er aufgrund der lauten Wählerstimme seines Schwanzes nicht mehr will? Was überhaupt? Ich werde ihm nicht nachlaufen. Viel lieber würde ich zum nächst Besten rennen und dem die Krone aufsetzen, aber allein der Gedanke daran verursacht einen schalen Geschmack im Mund. Es ist unvorstellbar, ihm zu sagen, wie ich mich fühle. Es geht nicht. Da Gleichgültigkeit ebenso wenig möglich ist, bleibt mir nur der Zorn als konstruktives Mittel. Rima, getting dragonhide.


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