location: a strange place in a small city
who’s nearby: Feli, Till and the ominous Jake phenomenon
music: Ulver – Porn Piece or the Scars of Cold Kisses
gut feeling: something needs to happen soon
my heart is aching a bit this evening. recent friendly conversations are always so superficial… anything that does not contain my matters seems superficial. my poor friends, most of them are trying real hard. but my heart forbids to tell anybody that I miss him. not even him I can tell because he would hurt me. and he will again in january.